Hey.

So I've been wanting to write a blog for a long time but never seem to get to it. So I thought now would be a good time to start. I started one last year but I never kept up with it. So I'm going to do my best now. 
I won't dive into personal issues too much. I save that for my own little journal I keep hidden in my room - saying that though I frequently go weeks without writing anything at all. This blog however I am going to try and keep up with and hopefully post at least twice a week. I mean I have got my Tumblr account which obviously can't be classed as a blog but I am horrifyingly obsessed with it at the moment. That little re-blog button is awfully addicting. I have however just deactivated my Facebook account. It was beginning to ruin my life a little bit. Seeing what other people are doing and all I am doing is working. 
Sometimes I find people overbearing. I can't deal with needy or clingy people - not just boyfriends (which I am lacking at the moment - Thankfully in some ways..) but friends in general. I am not the kind of person that has to be in contact with someone 24/7. I like my space. I like being alone. That being said I do enjoy going out with friends every week. I just don't feel I have to talk to each one of them all the time that I don't see them. Therefore airplane mode on my phone is an absolute Godsend. I'm not ignoring anyone. Just need time to breathe and be myself. 

I am determined to keep up with this blog and to make it my happy place. I am going to work my ass off and get to where I want to be. One day I'm going to leave this small town and make something of my life and live how I want to, not how others tell me I should.

This blog is not meant for a place to me to reveal my deepest darkest feelings and secrets. This blog has been made as a place for positive thinking and happiness. 

Chin up. Enjoy xx